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Being cynical at its finest!

Here's to having a three day weekend; which included a carefree Sundae!

can't remember what keyword I typed in to find this gem...

I'm gonna visit the moon someday.

YAY! Breakfast in the morning is great.
& then, I like to poop it all out!

The only meal I had today was a bowl of Vegetable soup w/ lemon and red chili flakes and two loaves of toast! it was very good in Maribel's kitchen & not having to share with anyone!! ok. bye.

i've been sucking at all this Net stuff.
but here we go anyways...

Ismoke a lotta pot, listen to the same ol' songs.
watching movies in my movie collection that i've had forever!
Like Blue Velvet.
& Bugs Bunny Cartoons- make me passive.
Vitameatavegamin still make me laugh eventually.
I enjoy drinking my Red Tea from world market;
and I enjoy eating thin Almond cookies.
I enjoy eating almonds period.
I stay up really late.
I don't live w/ my parents!!!
I have really great friends.
I am thankful for a really fantastic job.
Because i Love to eat!
i love to eat anything and everything.
yea,

Iam very hungry
&It's really late.
My bedroom is such a fuckin' mess.
&I'm holding in my pee (which is bad!).
&I need to finish my beer.
& all the while, Boogie Fucking Nights is on and
I'm all alone in this garage because she has finally fallen asleep.
goodnight lovebirds.

143 every single one of you.




ps./ if you want to be penpals, i'd love to be yours. Inquire within. YAY!

01. Your name plus 'y':
jeffy

02. Two feelings at the moment?
like i need to poo and pee.

03. What are you listening to right now?
"perfect day"

04. A part of a song lyric that's in your mind?
out came the sun and dried up all the rain

05. Describe where you are right now?
it's all happening

06. The highlight of your week?
A$ graced me with her greatness and scent.

07. What are you craving to have right now?
Hard Rain

08. Any unforgettable childhood memory(s)?
all of them come back in pieces but, I'd say adventures and getting hurt!

09. A not-so-good childhood memory?
stupid kids, mean kids, no nice people, being yelled at, getting "the belt", watching the older kids being stupid and wanting to grow old, feeling alone (sometimes).

10. What are your nicknames?
jeff, fre, jeffman, J$

11. Your three plans for today?
use weed, clean room, do laundry

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
gas

17. Say something to the person who posted this?
jamie, i remember when we first arrived to Tacoma and how fuckin excited we were. Then after an hour of searching, we just wanted to kill ourselves.

18. What do you want?
"lots of money, true love, some more clothes and more space to put them"

19. Who is your best friends?
my next door neighbor, 5460 dunbar*, and tina turner

20. Say anything you like to whoever is reading your answers?
I wish I was born a thousand years ago..

21. Are you feeling hungry?
not yet

22. Who do you miss right now?
Me at age 3

23. Last friend you talked to online?
Mariposa

24. What do you like about the night?
infomercials

25. If you visited a farm, what would you like to see?
farm animals and their dung

26. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?
a fireman

27. Last gift?
Southern Comfort

28. Did you like it?
sure

29. Do you play an instrument?
Harmonicaca

30.What song did you last hear?
you won't see me anymnore

32. Person you hate most?
my sister, right now.

33. Who makes you laugh the most?
oh my gosh, fuckin' everybody. i'll laugh at everything.

34.. What makes you smile?
dreaming and lots of other stuff.

35. Who has a crush on YOU?
definitely no one.

36. Who do YOU have a crush on?-
edie

It'll always be the same.
October is forever my favorite time of the year.

i'm on my way to go enjoy the night with some buddies.
i'll pack away some goodies and some spray cans and some tunes.
we're going "tunneling".

so Like I've recently been having this continuing dream.
(I have yet to find out the conclusion.)
My room is constantly a mess. It seems to never be clean for more than a day.
It's ridiculous.
My car is much worse. So much worse that I avoid driving it.
I must like it that way since I obviously don't DO anything about it.
I'm such a procrastinator.
Instead, I have been enjoying my nightly bike rides.
I won $2 the other night from a bike race with some grown-ups.
I rode my bike around the block in under a minute.
I play my red cassette player while I ride for the whole world to hear.
It is greatly appreciated by the Oxnard community. (fuckin' shitheads)
My music collection is overflowing... even into other people's homes.
And I still continue to purchase. purchase. purchase!
It's kind of scary but, I cannot help it.
I am addicted.

So, like I'm in the process of getting another job. To Hell with Starbucks or Not? I'll probably late the sucker. Hopefully~~~ Besides, I could care less. Same old bullshit everday and the pay is mehhh.
I think I'll really enjoy working somewhere new and it's located in an Industrial area; it's so vacant and away from all the stupid life that crowds the busy city streets. OMG! OMG! no more 5A.M. bull! no more coffee! no more psychos! no more baristas!
Holy Cow, I love it already.

i hate how hothothot my stupid room gets as i take nap. there's nothing more you can do when you're down to your draws and you have kicked off the sheets and the fan is on. i wish i had a tub of pistachio nut ice cream to soothe the pain.

It is definitely mutual, we'll see how things go tonight.

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I went to Venice (again) today and I'm gladdd I did.
Many vendors there won't be there tomorrow and
plenty of them had pretty righteous things to sell (& say).
I purchased a handmade hemp bracelet from a nomad named Jason.
It had to be the redddish-orangeish hemp that spoke to me.
"The best artist is Mother Nature.." says Jason.
He was the most inspirational person I met today.
And hopefully this summer, I can spend maybe a good 7 days
or more traveling. Just traveling, y'know?
Jason says he's learned just from walking on this earth,
and I definitely agree.
He's off to the Redwood Forest by the end of the week,
and I knew I had to own one of his manifestations.

Fuck the responsibilities of being an adult!!
Hey, you! Why don't you fill up my gas tank?

can't live without my mates.
I cherish my friendship with a girl who once lived next door to me.
she still is there, but only once in awhile.
We visited her yesterday.
she is now twenty. fucking twenty. so gayyy.

her life continues to impress the fuck out of me.
an inspiration to us all;
a mini-ramp in her garage with a record player lurking in the corner.
all amazing! her dogs, Cody and Tails. what a riot!
A keg full of icehouse in the kitchen and marijuana everywhere!

i love. love. love. my best friend.

...
means Tips (and they better be good.) i am a stripper.
means 1 dollar make you holla' Fish Tacos from Rubio's.
means I have to look forward to gay work tomorrow morning.

oh, shoot shoot shoot that thing at me.




The past two nights I've been dreaming.
\

Did I Mention how much
i hate waking up to the gay wind.
the gay wind blowing.
\blowing hard. like your mom.


I have been walking around everywhere with my red tape player pushing rewind after the song is over. it's the best thing i got. Of her. The song is absolutely beautiful- take me to a place; where is my mind?- but the recording is shite. Please Mr. Postman.. hurry your ass!

my lj sucks., everything is soooo outdated.
i need change in my life.
i need a lot in my life.
i have a lot of broken things.
i wanna hear some some some thing.
i hate waiting for some some some thing.
no time for anything.
no time. no time.
However, i waste a lot of it. like right now.
i can't help thinking about me.
and why do i smile? at people who i'd much rather kick in the eye?
school, work. school. work!!
kills me to see my crap face.
i blame insufficient sleep &
my sissyness.
i need to get in shape.
one arm is bigger than the other,
it's sick. last night was fun, funny, great.
very very stoned @ [doot] in the girl's [doot] w/ [doot]&[doot]
it's nice being clean. i take long showers. until there's no more hot wa-wa.
i waste a lot of time listening to tunes. that's why i'm always rushing out the door.
i watched eternal sunshine last night hoping to cry.
i say stupid things to make myself laugh to make myself feel better. it helps me out a lot.
and it's very good. i mean, jim and kate did a wonderfull job. as well as everyone else, i suppose.
i started it like in the middle or something.
i like doing that with movies you've seen about a bajillion times or so.
Just pop it in.
just opened my mouth and out it came-

[I hung new posters on my wall/ And my dog don't remember your name]
\\o.k. this is exactly! what I needed in my life, like fo real. so simple and so amazing. And Wal*Mart will always have a special place in my............ ASS if, the shit breaks like in a month! but it's pretty sturdy. i'm just saying.

"If...." (Malcom McDowell's first ever film); i can't wait for tit to come in the mail. and once this last sack is finished then, I will stop being so useless. and maybe i'll stop feeling so tired all the time and chances are that quitting pot will cause like a chain reaction. My eyes will probably not look so haggard all the time. and i'll have extra cash to go to Trader Joe's to buy good food for my health and like, yummy Tofutti Cuties.

I remember watching this stupid film in my old apt. in L.A.

I am this excited for dinner tomorrow night with my threee best friends.